'We began as wanderers,
and we are wanderers still.' - Dr Carl Sagan
It has been quite the journey, my dear,
vociferous readers.
Some of you will know that, of course.
Some of you will have noticed my winding path to a place I am yet to
see with any clarity. Some of you are yet to share in my vision –
if at all.
For those of you who have been with me
all along... beyond the confines of this rather limiting form of expression. You know me far better than most. And far too well for
simple words. But bear with me.
I have learned
a lot, my friends. This blog began as a training regimen for my then dormant writing skills. And then it became something far greater – a
challenge, a road less travelled, a way of knowing this crazy little
world. It became a search for something more, a quest for dreams I can never know.
I have
learned so much along the way. Too much to share through means as
crude as words. But I know that I know far, far too little...
Nevertheless,
I did discover certain bits and pieces of a larger truth I can call
my own. And I got to know uncertainty in an entirely new fashion. I
am now utterly convinced that to have blind faith in something is
deeply wrong – to never change assumptions, beliefs, ideas,
perceptions is nothing but a hindrance to becoming a greater human
being. There are no final conclusions, I have come to think.
I know
how deep bonds are forged. I know how much a true friend is worth. I
know love is not the only answer, but it's a bloody good one. I know
the people you care for are the ultimate frontier, the final scale of
justice, balance and morality.
And I
know far too much to say I know enough. But I know that there are
lessons for all of us each and every day...
What
did I learn recently, one might ask? Exempli gratia, I
embraced whole-heartedly a principle I seemed to have forgotten: to
judge another is a choice, not a necessity. Judge at your own
peril...
Perhaps
more importantly, I finally understood something I have always been
reluctant to admit – that there is no tragedy to the deep turnings
of this world. The strength to find meaning resides within us: we can
make the choice. We are the ones who define and shape our own existence. There is
no intrinsic tragedy – even if at times the Universe seems to be
truly unforgiving.
Of
course, this entire endeavour has amounted to a rather odd collection
of random thoughts, musings and opinions. And it was inevitable that
I would learn to trust my own judgement, wherever it may take me
at times. Thus, I know something now that I failed to see a year
ago... Even if the entire world would beg to differ, that does not
mean you are the one who's wrong.
I will
continue to try to see what lies beyond the immediately visible.
There are far greater things that we may know that are dreamt of in
our petty philosophy. We are capable of so much more...
But
the choices we make are the dreams we can know. The choices not
made are the stories untold. And the
stories we make are the truths we have known.
Is the circle now complete, my dear, vociferous readers?